Bloody SpecialI see one day you'll break through and be very successfulBloody Special by BloodyMess-VaoT
It only looks like you're decaying into part of this cesspool
I see women don't love you because they're all shallow whores
Just compensate your lack of empathy with even more force
I see you're gonna work out later when you got more time
So it's okay for now and the past years to feast like a swine
I see you're saving everyone from their wrong sexuality
Build yourself a prison to better envy those that are free
If you lie to yourself, who are you trying to fool?
Just build up your bloody bubble of delusion
So you don't have to bear that pain and confusion
Everything is alright
Everything will be fine
You're so bloody special
One day I'm sure you will prove your worth
Coz you're the one who's needed most on earth
You're so bloody special
I see to care for your spouse and children you gladly commit
The last time you smiled was when you said cheese for the portrait
I see you lastly got your addiction under control hurray
StanceЖелаешь войны – готовься к миру…Stance by maximartiskosmo
Sometimes when you want silence – you have to yell!
PainPain by cvella15
.... You'd think this pain would be over and done with by now..
god.. a year, and you think it would be finished.
Sure, you can make some progress, you dont relieve that day anymore.
but god dammit. You'd think it would't hurt to think about it anymore.
you realize you were so wrong. That you completely underestimated the pain of a broken heart.
you thought it would be better by now.
and you realize this has gotta be the worst pain EVER experienced..
Never think a broken heart will heal quickly.. Cause theres no such thing as a healed broken heart.
-you can try to run away from the memories, you can try to run away from the day, you can try to run away from the tears, but trying to run away from the pain is like a pencil without paper, pointless.
SmileSmile by cvella15
I see your smile.. And, its like my entire world stops moving..
I can feel my heart slow down a little, almost like its stopping.
And i can't bear to think, that i LOVE that smile.
That smile is what makes me wake up every morning,
and it's what keeps me motivated to keep going with my day.
Your capability of making my heart skip a beat...
is what i call, amazingly perfect.' <3
Suicide Sucks!Sometimes life seems so pointlessSuicide Sucks! by BloodyMess-VaoT
Your whole existence meaningless
As if no one would care when you are gone.
You feel completely worthless.
You see no way out.
All you can think of is ending it all...
But don't do it!
Because suicide sucks!
Sure, your life is totally pointless and you are a worthles weak-minded drop of pus that can't cope with anything. How will you ever be able to deal with real problems later in live, when you can't even get over a bloody romance which most likely was only one sided the whole time anyways.
Sure, you will never overcome your messed up genetical predispositions and the boundaries of the social system you are born into. You will never get out of your slum without connections, but since you are a little, whiny, socially retarded recluse you don't have and won't get any.
Sure, you will never do better than your sires. You will just end up dying the same despicable existence they die now, having offspring who hate you and
Story of Obstacles PrologueStory of Obstacles Prologue by 8TeamFriends8
Hi everyone. My name is Bernice. I had first seen DeviantART since I was 10-years-old, along with YouTube to see some creative videos that I'd never seen before. I'm now 19-years-old for over 8 years (almost to be 9 years), I've been given the chance to experience the peforming arts about people's hopes, inspirations, characters, dreams, and their hearts. God somehow led me to a church called, "New Hope Leeward." I felt scared at first; but later I got so happy as I met so many friends. But here's something that you all haven't notice...
Like I said back from my cover, I know things got randomly OUT OF CONTROL! But it's just involuntarily went on SO impossible; I couldn't understand what is going. Until God left some clues, signs, and hints.. It led me to the real main idea of what is exactly going on and what is related to the bible. So, let me start from the beginning. My name is Bernice, and I will s
Escalation…easy to find an object for hate, `cause where is no need to find specific object for that feeling –Escalation by maximartiskosmo
Hate is not really in need of specification - `cause almost all objects will reflect it in a same way
as it was sent in contrast to love…so it’s the reason why most humans much more easily find hate than love and escalate it – love needs more courage - especially when you`re surrounded by hate and have no hope to find even compassion at least …
…обрести ненависть легко – она не слишком нуждается в ясности целей – ей хватит почти
Falling Stars : Chapter 3Falling Stars : Chapter 3 by Marlin-Rae
Monday, August 25th 2008
“I can’t believe Mr. Phillips already assigned us this much homework…”
Robin glanced over at Jude when he spoke. He was tapping the eraser of his pencil against his Calculus homework, clearly disgruntled he hadn’t finished all of his work over the weekend. Now he was sitting at their lunch table, with only twenty more minutes to finish half of the assignment.
Homestuck: The Sidequest Act 2 Part 2Homestuck: The Sidequest Act 2 Part 2 by Snow22
Faye was in a frenzy to tell someone that an alien had contacted her. She started to type, but kept erasing the message. A twinge of doubt was filling the back of her mind, but if it was true, they would be here any second! Why did they give them such late notice if they had been trying to contact them this whole time? It was like they were huge party crashers.
She furiously typed to the only person who was on, Luke.
UC: So uh you might think I am an idiot for saying this
UC: But a so-called alien just contact me
UC: She said she and her buddies were gonna come to our planets real quick like.
UC: So just a heads up.
Luke took time away from gazing at his obnoxiously colored planet to read the message on his pager. He scratched his head and thought about it for a moment.
UA: U kno now that i think bout it
UA: k8 told me tht once
UA: she wantd me 2 make her a rocket to visit an alien she met
UA: weird stuff
Luke rubbed his temples, avoiding looking at the stupid bright colors for a secon
Homestuck: The Sidequest Act 2 Part 1Homestuck: The Sidequest Act 2 Part 1 by Snow22
Luke felt guilt rise in his chest, boiling like wildfire in his throat. Mark lost his cat? How? So many things popped in his head to ask his friend, but he was unsure on how to even begin. Sympathetically, he began to write a heart-felt message but soon erased, it thinking it to be too soft for Mark. He bit his lip, trying not to sound mean and keeping his words as lighthearted as possible.
undefeatedAviator [UA] began pestering ultimateGrenadier [UG]
UA: ok now im the jacka$$
UA: i c how it is
UA: wht on earth happnd
UG: when i entered the game...
UG: the explosion mustve killed her.
UG: its all my fault.
UA: 2 b honest i dont know wht 2 say
UA: srry bro
UA: why not try prototyping her
Mark looked over his shoulder grimly. The green glow of his prototyped dinosaur caught his eye first. It was looking down at the corpse of the freshly burnt cat, Ria. Her poor paws, they were shriveled up. They would never squish his stomach again...Mark cursed his inner pyromani
Full Hydrias Information SheetFull Hydrias Information Sheet by Snow22
Age: 10 sweeps
Blood color: teal/aquamarine
Lusus: Mulitheaded-serpentbeast. When it looses a head, it grows another one. It has very tiny arms and legs and lives in the ocean. Hydrias called her Syrena.
Hive type: Beach-house style
Title: Sylph of Life
Abilities: Healing (to others and self through hands)
Syllabus: Urn-kind. Easy to smash.
Weapon: Size-changing Surgical Scalpel. Three various sizes: hand-held, hand-length and battering ram.
Ancestor: The Healer/The Destroyer
Planet: The Land of Seas and Sand. Description: The land is coated with a calming, nonthreatening atmosphere. The oceans that coat the small patches of sandy lands are clear and teeming with life. Butterflies are the consorts that roam from island to island, carrying wisdom and laughter with them. But threats brew in the oceans, as creatures are trapped under its deep depths. However, as Hydrias cannot breathe underwater, it is up to her to find pieces of an ancient breathing
The Sidequest: ACT 1 PART 2The Sidequest: ACT 1 PART 2 by Snow22
Mark was completely flabbergasted at the sight he bore witness to. His friend, Luke’s, house just vanished in a sphere of white light with no warning and no evidence but a crater behind. He adjusted his goggles in front of the monitor, nervously gulping.
He typed frantically trying to contact the lost friend:
ultimateGrenadier [UG] began pestering undefeatedAviator [UA] at 20:45
UG: was that it? are u in? whatever "in" means
When there was no response back, the view of Australia began to fuzz into static. He frantically jumped from the comfort of his computer chair. He switched on the television, hoping there would be something about the large island country there.
Luke meanwhile glanced around this strange new place he had landed in. The sky was the deepest blue he had ever seen, deeper than the ocean almost. There were large planet-like objects floating far off in the distance in the sky. The land was scattered and block-shaped, obnoxiously colored like Rubix cubes. Th
VD Art Exchange: Sisterly BondWhen we were young we'd dance togetherVD Art Exchange: Sisterly Bond by kdm13
We'd play and sing together too
When we were young she'd teach me things
I may or may not remember how to do.
When she led, I would follow
My favorite color I chose because of her
Not long after, she changed hers
I wonder, does she remember?
As we grew older, we grew apart
No longer did she accept my hugs
I wondered if she hated me
My heart was squashed like a bug.
I would write poetry
About the times I remembered
I hardly showed her a single one
I feared her. The bond was severed.
Years went by, she went to college
Two years later, I left high school too
One day she gave me a hug
Nee-san, I forgive you.
ElphabaElphaba, Elphaba, Wicked Witch of the West,Elphaba by starry-night-sky
When it comes to magic you are one of the best
And yet you bring shame to your family crest
As someone born for others to detest.
You're smooth skin is a sickly green,
A color for humans not many have seen.
To stand by your side no one is keen.
You found a long time ago that the world is mean.
Free an animal, free a slave!
But no one appreciated what you gave.
Your heart was pierced with the sharpest stave
And it was your poor soul that no one could save.
In the end it was in waters you drowned,
Your shrieks were of the loudest sound.
Down you sank into the ground
But into lover's arms you were bound.
Elphaba, Elphaba, Wicked Witch of the West,
When it came to magic you were one of the best
And yet you brought shame to your family crest
As someone born for other to detest.
Summer EyesAs her summer eyes revealed seas of stars over our heads,Summer Eyes by LordAzrael85
She said to me: "just open your heart and the rest will flow."
A blanket of uncertainty has been with me for so long, yet
When I reach out to her, I am reminded of what matters most.
She taught me that time passes but it can bring us closer;
Love, like a star in the distance, becomes more insistent
The nearer we get, gently forming a bond for us to discover
(As our passion burns brighter in this world of persistence).
Summarize these emotions I know too well so I can understand
The magic of this ephemeral evening, as it has me reeling
In romantic motions that I haven't known since time began.
If all we need is love, then let us spend eternity feeling...
Feeling like this - living the dream that proves my existence:
Embracing the moment in which all emotions begin to listen...
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